Not me! model: http://instagram.com/steqhs
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ANYWAYS! fuck im so sun burnt. shoulders, belly, legs. EVEN MY FEET! Watch me peel like crazy ahaha
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Trans Masc Thinspo
1. A strong jawline
2. Slender hips
3. A flat chest, even without binding
4. Long, shapeless legs
5. A hard, angular body rather than a soft, feminine body
6. Better options and recovery for top surgery
7. Looking handsome, not frumpy and awkward, in men’s clothing
8. Dating beautiful people that were previously out of your league
9. Appearing masculine or androgynous, and not having people automatically default to she/her pronouns
10. Carrying yourself with genuine pride
REBLOG/FOLLOW IF YOU’RE A POC WITH AN ED/ANA/MIA
…and like nobody believes you because brown people don’t get ed’s & almost all the thinspo you have to look at is of tiny white girls & nobody who looks like you :(
(which is why i started @pocthinspo btw)
My Life.
- Me: "I just want to lose weight"
- Ana: "it's not that easy..."
- Me: "I just have to not eat."
- Ana: "and it takes time and patience..."
- *the next morning*
- Me: "I'M STILL FAT"
- Ana: "you didn't hear what I said."
- Me: *gives up and eats"
- Ana: *facepalm*
Today, I had my heart broken.
I was in my car when he told me he didn’t love me anymore.
It wasn’t like it is in the movies. There was no sliding down a wall crying, no mascara tears, no gentle hum of some sad violin to serenade me.
I thought I was familiar with every feeling, but heartbreak is unique. It’s a punch in your stomach, a kick in the gut; you feel it as the air escapes your lungs when you cry.
I sat there and cried until my sleeves had soaked up all the sadness my eyes could offer.
I used to laugh at girls who cried over boys. I told myself I would never.
Until I met the boy who made me feel like there was a light at the end of my personal tunnel. A sickening clichéd romance that made me dizzy and giddy and so stupidly happy.
I was seduced by love and entranced by romance; words that played like foreign sounds on my lips, unexplored territory of emotions.
New ground, new hurt, same tears, same sleeves.
Yet in all this, a silver sliver of hope slid down my cheek.
To feel a pain so deep is the capacity to feel a love even deeper.
Don’t wait on the good times, when there is beauty in time alone.
I feel like tumblr is the only place I can express my feelings. I recently posted some thing with somewhat sad lyrics with the tag depression and just like lighting my sister calls me emo and my mom is worried and the sky has fallen I don’t want to be sad and I am struggling idk what wrong with me I want this random hormonal depression to go away I have nothing to be sad about so some please save me
What made me gain weight:
• thinking it was okay to eat more since i have lost so much weight
• not checking my weight everyday (i was honestly so scared to check since i knew the numbers went up)
• carbs. i ate bread 24/7
• no exercise cause i was so lazy
• thinking my weight is enough and losing control
• not checking tumblr (tumblr helped me so much in my first months as it gave me warnings and motivitation)
• eating when not hungry
• rewarding my fasts with food
- Me: I will lose weight healthily.
- Ana: lol
- Me: I will be happy and be myself.
- Depression: April fools
Me during a fast: jeez why do I feel so weak?
Also me: it’s because you’re not drinking enough water lol
Ana: Hey, you wanna starve yourself until you’re so skinny a breeze could blow you away?
Me: Fuck me up, fam

